My Birthday (May 14, this year)

May 14...
is my birthday,
but no many people remember
no many people say it to me directly

May 14...
is my happiest day,
but  it's still not special day
I have no friend
to make it more special

May 14...
is my birthday anniversarry
Will it make me happy next time?
Will it make me special next year?
Will it make me to feel
"I'm everything so I can reach my everything?"
I hope so...
but I don't know
What will happen next year and ~~~
will I meet again in next year
However, I know something
in my birthday day
I'll get nothing
except "Happy Birthday (to you)"
or something that I think that is not really good for me
(this moment, but I don't know in future)
I wish it'll be good, useful, and helpful for me oneday...