Nervous

Honestly, I've been tired to all pain that you gave
I've been bored to all action that you made
I couldn't stay longer with you,
but, I still survive for a while...
When I get the new one, I think I'll leave you
I guess it's better than I endure you
because you don't care about me,
and your sweetest words are there only when you have hidden plan

You are not a child again who needs parents' advice
I trust that you could differ between good and bad things
But why...
Why did you still show your arrogance behavior?
Without knowing embarrassement word...
Without thinking people will be hurt their heart...

I let you without any reason
I did that just..
just I don't want to restrict you...
in making relationship and explore your world
I let you because I wanna you to realize it
and when you realize it...
Perhaps, I'm not here someday...